1 00:00:02,393 --> 00:00:05,396 [ Engine revving ] 2 00:00:17,974 --> 00:00:19,584 Solider: Up. 3 00:00:19,628 --> 00:00:22,935 Lila: He killed himself, Ethan, just like your brother did. 4 00:00:22,979 --> 00:00:26,287 Ethan: What happened? Damon: None of your damn business! 5 00:00:26,330 --> 00:00:28,289 Robert killed us all that day. 6 00:00:28,332 --> 00:00:31,205 And now you have to live with it. [ Echoes] 7 00:00:31,248 --> 00:00:32,815 I don't anymore. 8 00:00:32,858 --> 00:00:34,121 No! [ Gunshot ] 9 00:00:34,164 --> 00:00:36,036 Ethan: Three people in the same unit 10 00:00:36,079 --> 00:00:38,342 have taken their own lives, and the first one was my brother. 11 00:00:38,386 --> 00:00:40,736 Willis! Willis! 12 00:00:40,779 --> 00:00:42,738 You reopened old wounds. 13 00:00:42,781 --> 00:00:45,915 What's hard is you. I'm done. 14 00:00:45,958 --> 00:00:48,526 I don't have any sons left. 15 00:00:48,570 --> 00:00:50,180 -Hey. -What's going on? 16 00:00:50,224 --> 00:00:51,877 I called you three times. 17 00:00:51,921 --> 00:00:54,315 [ Siren wailing ] Yeah, I know. 18 00:00:54,358 --> 00:00:56,752 Ethan, that was a lot for anyone -- 19 00:00:56,795 --> 00:00:59,537 the funeral, Damon, your dad. 20 00:00:59,581 --> 00:01:01,539 I'm fine. 21 00:01:01,583 --> 00:01:03,150 I thought you just might need... 22 00:01:03,193 --> 00:01:07,328 A shoulder to cry on? No. Not really my style. 23 00:01:07,371 --> 00:01:09,591 Have a good shift. 24 00:01:09,634 --> 00:01:11,158 [ Siren continues wailing ] 25 00:01:11,201 --> 00:01:14,378 And now he's just...gone. 26 00:01:14,422 --> 00:01:17,294 My husband was my... 27 00:01:17,338 --> 00:01:20,036 everything. 28 00:01:20,080 --> 00:01:22,734 He was a hero. 29 00:01:22,778 --> 00:01:26,086 ♪♪ 30 00:01:26,129 --> 00:01:30,525 As a cop, he -- he saved so many lives. 31 00:01:32,179 --> 00:01:35,095 But when he needed a doctor to save him... 32 00:01:38,054 --> 00:01:41,318 [ Voice breaking ] ...no one did. 33 00:01:41,362 --> 00:01:43,320 [ Crying ] 34 00:01:43,364 --> 00:01:47,194 I'm sorry I'm late. Hey. Rox. Are you ready for your ride-along? 35 00:01:47,237 --> 00:01:49,065 -Yes. -Ride-along? 36 00:01:49,109 --> 00:01:51,154 -Why are you in scrubs? -I am trailing Dr. Rorish today 37 00:01:51,198 --> 00:01:53,287 to brush up on my diagnostic skills. 38 00:01:53,330 --> 00:01:54,723 Is that, like, a thing? 39 00:01:54,766 --> 00:01:56,725 Yeah. I do it every couple months. 40 00:01:56,768 --> 00:01:59,206 Okay. Here you go. And no, you can't film me. I'm not signing a release. 41 00:01:59,249 --> 00:02:00,729 Well, then it's your loss, then, 42 00:02:00,772 --> 00:02:02,992 because this doc's coming together. 43 00:02:03,035 --> 00:02:06,430 -I'm thinking Oscar. -Bad accident on the 101, 44 00:02:06,474 --> 00:02:09,216 VIP and wife, chopper's five minutes out. 45 00:02:09,259 --> 00:02:10,956 Wait, VIP. What -- what VIP? 46 00:02:11,000 --> 00:02:14,308 Hey, Coppola. Let's go. Jesse: Whoa, whoa, whoa. You wanna go that way. 47 00:02:14,351 --> 00:02:17,441 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 48 00:02:17,485 --> 00:02:20,183 Rorish: What do you got?! Lost pulse en route. Four minutes. 49 00:02:20,227 --> 00:02:22,229 Car crashed into a construction truck. 50 00:02:22,272 --> 00:02:24,144 Post came through the windshield. 51 00:02:24,187 --> 00:02:27,190 On my count. One, two, three! Passenger -- Sonya Finn. Altered. BP, 70 over 30. 52 00:02:27,234 --> 00:02:30,976 -Dislocated left hip. -Rox, take over compressions! 53 00:02:31,020 --> 00:02:34,284 Holy crap! This is Drake Finn! I got it! I said Rox, Dr. Avila! 54 00:02:34,328 --> 00:02:36,199 You are not a character in his movie. 55 00:02:36,243 --> 00:02:39,333 This is real life. Let's go. Thready pulse. Cool extremities. She's in shock. 56 00:02:39,376 --> 00:02:41,987 Come on. Let's go. 57 00:02:42,031 --> 00:02:44,468 We need to activate the massive transfusion protocol. Okay, let's go. Go, go. 58 00:02:44,512 --> 00:02:47,167 Already did that from dispatch. Sonya, is there anyone you want us to call? 59 00:02:47,210 --> 00:02:49,212 Oh, God. Why? Is he dead? 60 00:02:49,256 --> 00:02:50,213 No, no. We're working on him. 61 00:02:50,257 --> 00:02:52,259 Call my daughter, please. Her name is Delia. 62 00:02:52,302 --> 00:02:54,348 Look out. Coming in. 63 00:02:54,391 --> 00:02:56,176 All right, guys, he's been down six minutes. 64 00:02:56,219 --> 00:02:59,222 -We need an EPI and blood. -Sonya: My phone's in my purse. 65 00:02:59,266 --> 00:03:02,138 Call Andrew Ferryman. He needs to be here, too. 66 00:03:02,182 --> 00:03:04,314 -His agent? Seriously? -Go make the call. 67 00:03:04,358 --> 00:03:07,056 Okay, left leg is shortened and rotated internally. 68 00:03:07,099 --> 00:03:09,189 Okay, you got a dislocated hip, and we're gonna have to 69 00:03:09,232 --> 00:03:11,365 put it back in, all right? So I'm gonna give you some meds. Drake! 70 00:03:11,408 --> 00:03:12,279 Somebody give me the bullet on Mr. Finn. 71 00:03:12,322 --> 00:03:14,542 -Got a call from the board. -Rox. 72 00:03:14,585 --> 00:03:16,370 This is the driver. We've got a pipe that came 73 00:03:16,413 --> 00:03:18,372 through the windshield and impaled him. 74 00:03:18,415 --> 00:03:20,635 Vitals are unstable. Lost pulses en route. 75 00:03:20,678 --> 00:03:22,593 Page Dr. Leighton, tell him to have an OR ready. 76 00:03:22,637 --> 00:03:24,291 I need an ultrasound over here now. 77 00:03:24,334 --> 00:03:26,597 -What did the board have to say? -"Don't let him die." 78 00:03:26,641 --> 00:03:28,773 Drake. Honey, talk to me. 79 00:03:28,817 --> 00:03:31,298 Okay, this is gonna be painful, but it's gonna be fast. 80 00:03:31,341 --> 00:03:34,214 -Just do it. -Three, two, one. 81 00:03:34,257 --> 00:03:35,476 [ Crunch ] [ Screams ] 82 00:03:35,519 --> 00:03:37,434 -Okay, pulse is good. -Get her off the board. 83 00:03:37,478 --> 00:03:39,523 -All right. -Drake? 84 00:03:39,567 --> 00:03:41,090 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Aah! 85 00:03:41,133 --> 00:03:42,613 Let me get some tape over here! All right, we got a fractured arm! 86 00:03:42,657 --> 00:03:44,746 Right away. We'll splint it later. All right? 87 00:03:44,789 --> 00:03:47,314 -Okay. -Okay. Pulse. Back. Good job. 88 00:03:47,357 --> 00:03:48,532 -Ready? -It's weak. 89 00:03:48,576 --> 00:03:50,360 -Are you ready to move him? -Stop. 90 00:03:50,404 --> 00:03:52,580 Impalement is millimeters from the aorta. 91 00:03:52,623 --> 00:03:55,800 It could sever any moment. One wrong bump to the gurney, and he is gone. 92 00:03:55,844 --> 00:03:57,585 Ready a surgical tray. 93 00:03:57,628 --> 00:04:00,544 I need betadine, a bovie, and a suction over here, too. 94 00:04:00,588 --> 00:04:02,546 All right, he's going up. 95 00:04:02,590 --> 00:04:04,418 Your daughter is coming from Santa Barbara, 96 00:04:04,461 --> 00:04:06,202 and I left a message for the agent, all right? 97 00:04:06,246 --> 00:04:07,769 He's gotta know. It's all over social media. 98 00:04:07,812 --> 00:04:10,337 You got time for social media, you ain't doing your job. 99 00:04:10,380 --> 00:04:13,296 I can multitask. Can we lose the studio audience? 100 00:04:13,340 --> 00:04:16,081 Guys, hey, please. Clear the platform. 101 00:04:16,125 --> 00:04:18,170 Go. Thank you. Goodbye. 102 00:04:18,214 --> 00:04:20,521 We need something to cut the metal and remove it in pieces. 103 00:04:20,564 --> 00:04:22,479 Okay. I need a saw! There's an angle grinder on the fire truck. 104 00:04:22,523 --> 00:04:24,568 -I'm gonna go get it. -Go. 105 00:04:24,612 --> 00:04:27,397 Rorish: Go, go, go. All right, we've got incoming ambulance bay. 106 00:04:27,441 --> 00:04:30,531 Diego, you take her to sides. Jesse and I will take incoming. 107 00:04:30,574 --> 00:04:34,491 You'll have to fight that crowd to get to them. 108 00:04:34,535 --> 00:04:36,276 [ Shouting indistinctly ] 109 00:04:36,319 --> 00:04:38,321 Man: [ Amplified voice ] Please disperse. We have a medical emergency. 110 00:04:38,365 --> 00:04:40,584 [ Crowd shouting ] Clear the way. 111 00:04:40,628 --> 00:04:43,805 [ Siren wails ] 112 00:04:43,848 --> 00:04:46,547 ♪♪ 113 00:04:53,902 --> 00:04:55,425 -Clear it out! Clear it out! -Okay, guys, guys, guys. 114 00:04:55,469 --> 00:04:57,253 Please, come on. Come on! Bring it through! Hey. Hey, buddy. 115 00:04:57,297 --> 00:04:59,429 [ Shouting continues ] 116 00:04:59,473 --> 00:05:04,608 [ Buzzing ] 117 00:05:04,652 --> 00:05:06,436 A few more millimeters! 118 00:05:06,480 --> 00:05:07,872 Andrew: No, I will not stay back. I was told to be here. 119 00:05:07,916 --> 00:05:09,526 Dr. Avila left me a message. 120 00:05:09,570 --> 00:05:11,659 -Diego: Agent's here. -Go get him. 121 00:05:11,702 --> 00:05:15,053 Hey. Mr. Ferryman, this way. 122 00:05:15,097 --> 00:05:17,447 Rorish: Good job. Campbell: Little more, little more. 123 00:05:17,491 --> 00:05:19,144 Oh, my God. 124 00:05:19,188 --> 00:05:21,451 -Drake? Drake? -Hey. Hey, hey, hey. 125 00:05:21,495 --> 00:05:24,019 -Got it. -Hold it, hold it, hold it. 126 00:05:24,062 --> 00:05:25,499 -Ready? -All right. 127 00:05:25,542 --> 00:05:27,370 Let's move this one out first. Can I have laps? 128 00:05:27,414 --> 00:05:28,937 Okay, Drake. 129 00:05:28,980 --> 00:05:31,548 -Tie this up for me. -Okay, go ahead. Ready. 130 00:05:31,592 --> 00:05:34,595 Campbell: Hold pressure as soon as I pull this out. There you go. Okay. 131 00:05:34,638 --> 00:05:36,510 Is -- is he gonna be okay? 132 00:05:36,553 --> 00:05:39,774 It's bad, but... What do you mean it's bad? What's happening? 133 00:05:39,817 --> 00:05:42,864 But his aorta's intact. Sir, we have a private room set up. 134 00:05:42,907 --> 00:05:44,300 Dr. Avila, take him in now, please. 135 00:05:44,344 --> 00:05:45,606 No, I need to -- I need to be -- 136 00:05:45,649 --> 00:05:47,216 Dr. Avila, take him there now. Please. 137 00:05:47,259 --> 00:05:48,696 -But -- -Let's go. He's gonna be fine. 138 00:05:50,524 --> 00:05:54,615 BP is low, but it's holding. 139 00:05:54,658 --> 00:05:56,356 Is he gonna make it? 140 00:05:56,399 --> 00:05:59,271 Surgically, we've done what we can. Time will tell. 141 00:05:59,315 --> 00:06:02,666 Hell of a job, Rox. 142 00:06:02,710 --> 00:06:04,842 [ Chuckles ] 143 00:06:04,886 --> 00:06:06,540 60-year-old female fell down some stairs, 144 00:06:06,583 --> 00:06:08,498 landed on her head, actively seizing for eight minutes. 145 00:06:08,542 --> 00:06:10,457 She's my mother. Please help her. 146 00:06:10,500 --> 00:06:12,546 She get meds en route? Pushed 6 of Ativan. No response. 147 00:06:12,589 --> 00:06:15,679 All right, we got it from here. Thank you. 148 00:06:15,723 --> 00:06:17,638 Center stage is full. She's gotta go to sides. 149 00:06:17,681 --> 00:06:20,554 Right in here, guys. Another 2 and load her with Dilantin? 150 00:06:20,597 --> 00:06:22,294 -Yeah. -Ativan's in. 151 00:06:22,338 --> 00:06:25,297 Dilantin's coming out. What's her medical history? 152 00:06:25,341 --> 00:06:28,431 Brain cancer four years ago, but she's in remission now. 153 00:06:28,475 --> 00:06:31,565 Ever had seizures before? No, just a few, after the -- after the cancer. 154 00:06:31,608 --> 00:06:33,044 She always managed them with medication. 155 00:06:33,088 --> 00:06:34,655 Seizure broke. All right, let's keep loading the Dilantin. 156 00:06:34,698 --> 00:06:37,135 Let's get a CT scan. We'll be right back. You hang in there, okay? 157 00:06:37,179 --> 00:06:39,442 Come on. Coming through. 158 00:06:39,486 --> 00:06:41,401 Okay, so there was "Deep Destruction." 159 00:06:41,444 --> 00:06:43,794 I saw that three times. Oh. And "11.8." 160 00:06:43,838 --> 00:06:46,580 No one does a natural disaster like Drake Finn. 161 00:06:46,623 --> 00:06:48,973 I really don't care. 162 00:06:49,017 --> 00:06:51,672 Come on. Drake Finn is in the hospital. 163 00:06:51,715 --> 00:06:53,500 No way you don't care. 164 00:06:53,543 --> 00:06:56,503 There are, like, 50 different ways I don't care. 165 00:06:56,546 --> 00:06:58,200 I'm trying to cheer you up. 166 00:06:58,243 --> 00:06:59,593 Why? 167 00:06:59,636 --> 00:07:02,987 Because your...boyfriend -- he... 168 00:07:03,031 --> 00:07:07,035 He died? Yes, Max died. You can say it. 169 00:07:07,078 --> 00:07:10,473 I just wanna help. Grieving is hard to do alone. 170 00:07:10,517 --> 00:07:15,347 [ Scoffs ] You sound exactly like Leanne. 171 00:07:15,391 --> 00:07:19,221 Oh, my God. She sent you to come talk to me, didn't she? 172 00:07:19,264 --> 00:07:22,659 -No, it's not like that. -Then what is it like? 173 00:07:22,703 --> 00:07:25,619 [ Sighs ] Leanne told my dad you could use a friend. 174 00:07:25,662 --> 00:07:27,708 So he asked me to come hang out with you. 175 00:07:27,751 --> 00:07:31,973 Oh, is he paying you, too? Come on. I mean, it does seem like you could use a friend. 176 00:07:32,016 --> 00:07:36,456 I want to be sad. I'm allowed to do that. 177 00:07:36,499 --> 00:07:41,025 Fine. Be sad. I'm not leaving. 178 00:07:41,069 --> 00:07:43,637 [ Sighs ] 179 00:07:43,680 --> 00:07:46,509 How many different ways can I say no? 180 00:07:46,553 --> 00:07:48,337 -How's the pain? -You're not listening to me. 181 00:07:48,380 --> 00:07:50,731 I've given birth. This isn't even close. 182 00:07:50,774 --> 00:07:53,603 Remember the bracelet you got. I think I just paid that off. 183 00:07:53,647 --> 00:07:55,431 I'm not gonna talk about his condition. 184 00:07:55,475 --> 00:07:57,651 No, that's not the kind of publicity we're looking for. 185 00:07:57,694 --> 00:08:02,177 -No. No, that -- -How are you feeling? 186 00:08:02,220 --> 00:08:07,748 I'd cry, but Drake Finn doesn't cry. He gets even. 187 00:08:07,791 --> 00:08:10,228 I saw that one. Pretty sure that's in all of them. 188 00:08:10,272 --> 00:08:13,275 Yes, I'm still here. Okay, so you lost a lot of blood on scene, 189 00:08:13,318 --> 00:08:15,582 but we've been transfusing you since you arrived. 190 00:08:15,625 --> 00:08:19,020 I just need to look at your wound here, check the sutures. 191 00:08:19,063 --> 00:08:21,718 Rox? What do you suggest? 192 00:08:21,762 --> 00:08:24,416 Uh, I don't know. 193 00:08:24,460 --> 00:08:27,985 We wanna prevent infection post-surgery. Antibiotics. 194 00:08:28,029 --> 00:08:29,813 Yes. Vanc and Zosyn, please. 195 00:08:29,857 --> 00:08:31,815 I wish Delia would get here already. 196 00:08:31,859 --> 00:08:34,035 There will be no comment. I'm hanging up now. [ Cellphone beeps ] 197 00:08:34,078 --> 00:08:36,167 What's happening with "Blood Donor"? What? 198 00:08:36,211 --> 00:08:39,040 Oh, that's his next movie. Denzel's supposed to direct it. 199 00:08:39,083 --> 00:08:42,086 I read the trades. 200 00:08:42,130 --> 00:08:44,219 We have a start date yet? Stop. We're not talking business now. 201 00:08:44,262 --> 00:08:46,830 [ Scoffs ] It's a joke, right? 202 00:08:46,874 --> 00:08:48,092 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 203 00:08:48,136 --> 00:08:51,139 [ Exhales shakily ] 204 00:08:51,182 --> 00:08:54,751 How's -- How's my mom? CT scan is clear. She's still in radiology. 205 00:08:54,795 --> 00:08:56,840 We're also getting an MRI. 206 00:08:56,884 --> 00:08:59,843 [ Indistinct conversations ] 207 00:08:59,887 --> 00:09:03,107 You, uh, do you think the cancer could be back? 208 00:09:03,151 --> 00:09:06,458 [ Woman speaking indistinctly over P.A. ] 209 00:09:06,502 --> 00:09:08,373 Dr. Willis? 210 00:09:08,417 --> 00:09:10,375 He's asking if the cancer could be back. 211 00:09:10,419 --> 00:09:12,943 Oh, we don't know yet, but with her history and the seizing, 212 00:09:12,987 --> 00:09:15,642 we just wanna rule it out. 213 00:09:15,685 --> 00:09:18,688 I should call the airline, right? 214 00:09:18,732 --> 00:09:22,779 I, uh, I fly out for Kenya tomorrow. 215 00:09:22,823 --> 00:09:24,651 Gonna teach for a year. It's kind of a life-long dream, 216 00:09:24,694 --> 00:09:27,523 but now, I don't know. I just feel like I should cancel. 217 00:09:27,567 --> 00:09:31,527 Wait for the MRI. Should be back soon. 218 00:09:31,571 --> 00:09:33,660 [ Typing ] [ Sighs ] 219 00:09:33,703 --> 00:09:35,836 Just, last time was rough. 220 00:09:37,838 --> 00:09:40,231 She couldn't sleep. 221 00:09:40,275 --> 00:09:42,799 Had to read to her for hours just to relax her. 222 00:09:45,846 --> 00:09:47,674 [ Sighs ] I just gotta keep it together. 223 00:09:47,717 --> 00:09:50,285 I can't, um, let her see me worried, right? 224 00:09:51,765 --> 00:09:54,681 Don't worry till there's something to worry about. 225 00:09:54,724 --> 00:09:59,642 We'll be back when we know something, okay? Stay strong. 226 00:09:59,686 --> 00:10:01,818 Yeah. 227 00:10:01,862 --> 00:10:04,038 What's going on with you? 228 00:10:04,081 --> 00:10:06,214 Nothing. 229 00:10:06,257 --> 00:10:09,783 We've been to every emergency room in the city. 230 00:10:09,826 --> 00:10:12,133 All the doctors say that Dominic's fine, but he's not. 231 00:10:12,176 --> 00:10:15,963 It's just crying and sleeping. That's what toddlers do. 232 00:10:16,006 --> 00:10:19,619 It comes out of nowhere. 233 00:10:19,662 --> 00:10:21,838 He gets really excited and then he just falls asleep. 234 00:10:21,882 --> 00:10:23,710 I'm telling you, something is wrong. 235 00:10:23,753 --> 00:10:26,060 I'll order blood tests and a chest x-ray, 236 00:10:26,103 --> 00:10:29,324 and hopefully, the results will tell us what's going on. 237 00:10:29,367 --> 00:10:31,326 [ Exhales sharply ] You're not gonna find anything, 238 00:10:31,369 --> 00:10:33,981 just like the rest of them. 239 00:10:34,024 --> 00:10:35,765 You know what? 240 00:10:35,809 --> 00:10:37,549 Is Dr. Angus Leighton still around? 241 00:10:37,593 --> 00:10:39,377 Uh-huh. 242 00:10:39,421 --> 00:10:41,379 Then I'd like to see him. 243 00:10:41,423 --> 00:10:42,859 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 244 00:10:42,903 --> 00:10:45,732 Okay. 245 00:10:45,775 --> 00:10:47,429 [ Whispers ] I'll be back. 246 00:10:47,472 --> 00:10:50,780 Rox: You're being easier on me than you are your residents. 247 00:10:50,824 --> 00:10:52,913 I'm not turning you into a physician. 248 00:10:52,956 --> 00:10:54,828 There's a difference. 249 00:10:54,871 --> 00:10:56,656 But you know I can handle it, right? 250 00:10:56,699 --> 00:10:58,092 You spend all day with Willis. 251 00:10:58,135 --> 00:10:59,833 If you can handle him, you can handle me. 252 00:10:59,876 --> 00:11:01,791 I don't know how well I'm handling him. 253 00:11:01,835 --> 00:11:04,533 Relationships are difficult. 254 00:11:04,576 --> 00:11:07,884 -We're not in a relationship. -Professional relationship. 255 00:11:07,928 --> 00:11:10,713 Yes. Professional, definitely. 256 00:11:10,757 --> 00:11:12,280 Mm. 257 00:11:12,323 --> 00:11:14,935 He's pushing me away for some reason. 258 00:11:14,978 --> 00:11:18,721 Maybe you're getting too close. 259 00:11:18,765 --> 00:11:20,941 There's no other reason to push someone away. 260 00:11:20,984 --> 00:11:23,378 At least, that's what I always tell myself. 261 00:11:23,421 --> 00:11:25,032 Who are you pushing away? 262 00:11:25,075 --> 00:11:28,426 Oh, I'm not the pusher. I'm the pushee. 263 00:11:28,470 --> 00:11:31,212 I was a terror at Ariel's age, and I wasn't grieving. 264 00:11:31,255 --> 00:11:33,867 Mm. Maybe she just, I don't know, needs a little space. 265 00:11:33,910 --> 00:11:36,217 Well, I'm trying. But you give 'em too much space, 266 00:11:36,260 --> 00:11:38,654 and they think you don't care. 267 00:11:38,698 --> 00:11:41,222 Thanks. 268 00:11:41,265 --> 00:11:42,876 -Hey. -How'd it go? 269 00:11:42,919 --> 00:11:45,705 -I'm toast. -Son, you don't know that. 270 00:11:45,748 --> 00:11:47,315 Yeah, you were there. Detective Gomez was 271 00:11:47,358 --> 00:11:49,926 a decorated officer whose widow moved everyone. 272 00:11:49,970 --> 00:11:52,407 And this judgment will go on file with the medical board. 273 00:11:52,450 --> 00:11:53,930 No one will ever hire me again. 274 00:11:53,974 --> 00:11:56,019 You're getting ahead of yourself, Elliot. 275 00:11:56,063 --> 00:11:57,934 You have to wait for the ruling. You can't -- 276 00:11:57,978 --> 00:11:59,762 I'd rule against me. Then it's a good thing you don't decide the case. 277 00:11:59,806 --> 00:12:01,808 Yeah. 278 00:12:01,851 --> 00:12:02,809 I just wanna tell her that I'm sorry. 279 00:12:02,852 --> 00:12:05,202 No, no, no, no, no. No way, man. No can do. 280 00:12:05,246 --> 00:12:07,727 He's right. You can't admit wrongdoing, son. 281 00:12:07,770 --> 00:12:10,860 Let the facts, not your feelings, influence your case. 282 00:12:10,904 --> 00:12:14,255 Hi. I'm looking for Gladys and Eugene Partridge. 283 00:12:14,298 --> 00:12:16,213 Gladys and Eugene Partridge? 284 00:12:16,257 --> 00:12:18,781 She means Sonya and Drake Finn. 285 00:12:18,825 --> 00:12:22,089 Come on. You must be Delia. They're right this way. 286 00:12:22,132 --> 00:12:25,527 -Hi, Madeline. How you doing? -I'm okay. 287 00:12:25,570 --> 00:12:27,964 Helps that my doctor's oppressively handsome. 288 00:12:28,008 --> 00:12:29,792 -[ Sighs ] -And your nurse. 289 00:12:29,836 --> 00:12:32,142 [ Gasps ] 290 00:12:33,927 --> 00:12:37,104 I have the results from your MRI. 291 00:12:37,147 --> 00:12:40,977 Cancer's back. 292 00:12:41,021 --> 00:12:42,849 I'm sorry. 293 00:12:42,892 --> 00:12:45,199 And the tumor's causing a fluid build-up in your brain. 294 00:12:45,242 --> 00:12:48,115 -Damn it. -You beat it before. 295 00:12:48,158 --> 00:12:50,421 By the skin of my teeth. 296 00:12:50,465 --> 00:12:53,424 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 297 00:12:53,468 --> 00:12:56,776 -Results back? -Great news, honey. 298 00:12:56,819 --> 00:12:59,909 -No cancer. -[ Exhales deeply ] 299 00:12:59,953 --> 00:13:01,737 [ Madeline chuckles ] 300 00:13:04,218 --> 00:13:06,916 Oh, your mom's getting a CAT scan. 301 00:13:06,960 --> 00:13:09,005 She should be back soon. I tried to get here as fast as I could, 302 00:13:09,049 --> 00:13:11,573 but it was so crazy outside. I could barely get in. 303 00:13:11,616 --> 00:13:13,923 Okay, but you got here, and you did great. 304 00:13:15,577 --> 00:13:24,499 ♪♪ 305 00:13:24,542 --> 00:13:27,110 -Can't believe you. -It's -- it's not... 306 00:13:27,154 --> 00:13:29,634 No. Sorry. 307 00:13:29,678 --> 00:13:31,114 ♪♪ 308 00:13:31,158 --> 00:13:32,812 [ Sighs ] 309 00:13:32,855 --> 00:13:37,033 Okay, so tests were normal, but there are more we can run. 310 00:13:37,077 --> 00:13:38,600 I'm really sorry if I was... 311 00:13:38,643 --> 00:13:40,645 You're a mom with a sick kid. Nothing to be sorry about. 312 00:13:40,689 --> 00:13:43,300 -Angus: Hey, you paged me? -Yeah, um, this is -- 313 00:13:43,344 --> 00:13:46,129 I...don't know if you remember me. 314 00:13:46,173 --> 00:13:49,176 Yvonne. Uh... Of course I remember you. 315 00:13:49,219 --> 00:13:53,006 Um, hi. Who is this little guy? 316 00:13:53,049 --> 00:13:55,138 -Dominic. -Hi, Dominic. 317 00:13:55,182 --> 00:13:58,011 He's been sick. I was hoping his father could help. 318 00:13:58,054 --> 00:14:00,317 -It's kind of my last resort. -Yeah. When's he get here? 319 00:14:00,361 --> 00:14:01,928 He just did. 320 00:14:01,971 --> 00:14:03,930 ♪♪ 321 00:14:10,284 --> 00:14:11,720 It can't be easy to discover that your dad's 322 00:14:11,763 --> 00:14:13,940 not who you thought. Come on, I knew Drake was gay. 323 00:14:13,983 --> 00:14:16,943 Remarkable that you managed not to say anything out loud. 324 00:14:16,986 --> 00:14:19,075 -I'm saying Delia had to know. -Yeah. 325 00:14:19,119 --> 00:14:22,165 Even if she did know, he didn't tell her. That's the point. 326 00:14:22,209 --> 00:14:23,688 So he lied. Everyone lies. 327 00:14:23,732 --> 00:14:25,865 I mean, that goes double for D.C., triple for Hollywood. 328 00:14:25,908 --> 00:14:27,867 Well, on the rig, we treat them and turf them. 329 00:14:27,910 --> 00:14:29,738 I don't know how you guys deal with the drama. 330 00:14:29,781 --> 00:14:32,784 -I try to stay out of it. -I film it. 331 00:14:32,828 --> 00:14:34,612 I need to talk to you. 332 00:14:34,656 --> 00:14:36,788 You can't deal with me, so you pawn me off to someone else? 333 00:14:36,832 --> 00:14:39,226 Uh...can we talk about this in private? 334 00:14:39,269 --> 00:14:40,880 Well, you already told Dr. Campbell about it, 335 00:14:40,923 --> 00:14:42,359 so I guess it's not private, then. 336 00:14:42,403 --> 00:14:45,362 Okay, I was trying to help you. I didn't know what else to do. 337 00:14:45,406 --> 00:14:48,061 How about not asking my friend to spy on me? 338 00:14:48,104 --> 00:14:50,846 I'm sorry. 339 00:14:50,890 --> 00:14:53,370 But you haven't spoken to me in about a week. 340 00:14:53,414 --> 00:14:55,372 I'm not gonna start now. 341 00:14:55,416 --> 00:14:59,637 ♪♪ 342 00:14:59,681 --> 00:15:01,813 She doesn't want her son to know the cancer's back. 343 00:15:01,857 --> 00:15:03,903 -She can't do that. -Sure, she can. 344 00:15:03,946 --> 00:15:05,426 It's her call to make. 345 00:15:05,469 --> 00:15:06,688 Says the man who didn't want his brother to know 346 00:15:06,731 --> 00:15:09,082 that he had CHF. -It's different. 347 00:15:09,125 --> 00:15:12,433 Jose was the one who was sick, and I was in denial. 348 00:15:12,476 --> 00:15:15,958 -Madeline's not. -She's hurting her son. 349 00:15:16,002 --> 00:15:18,265 Or helping him. You can't help somebody by lying. 350 00:15:18,308 --> 00:15:21,137 Sometimes you can. Hey. 351 00:15:21,181 --> 00:15:23,139 Is that so? 352 00:15:23,183 --> 00:15:26,273 You ever wonder why they call the good lies, white lies? 353 00:15:26,316 --> 00:15:29,189 Just saying. 354 00:15:29,232 --> 00:15:30,799 Was that aimed at me? 355 00:15:30,842 --> 00:15:32,235 Sometimes the lie is a good thing? 356 00:15:32,279 --> 00:15:36,022 Look, my father may not like it, and it is no fun to hear, 357 00:15:36,065 --> 00:15:38,502 but we needed to know what really happened to my brother. 358 00:15:38,546 --> 00:15:42,506 So spare me the yoga wisdom and namaste-out of it. 359 00:15:42,550 --> 00:15:43,333 Ethan, I wasn't talking about you. 360 00:15:43,377 --> 00:15:45,509 I was just making conversation. 361 00:15:45,553 --> 00:15:48,034 Nothing's wrong, huh? 362 00:15:48,077 --> 00:15:51,037 -No, nothing's wrong. -Mm. 363 00:15:51,080 --> 00:15:55,519 I'm sorry. I didn't call you before. 364 00:15:55,563 --> 00:16:00,176 You know, I'm gonna check him out as -- as a doctor. I should. 365 00:16:00,220 --> 00:16:01,961 Um... [ Clears throat ] 366 00:16:02,004 --> 00:16:04,006 You say he falls asleep suddenly? 367 00:16:04,050 --> 00:16:06,966 Yeah, a few times a day, usually after he's crying 368 00:16:07,009 --> 00:16:09,359 or gets upset and then he just, he wakes right back up. 369 00:16:09,403 --> 00:16:12,275 Fever or rashes? Ah. 370 00:16:12,319 --> 00:16:13,842 -Ah. -No. 371 00:16:13,885 --> 00:16:17,454 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 372 00:16:17,498 --> 00:16:22,938 ♪♪ 373 00:16:22,982 --> 00:16:26,898 So...why didn't you call me? 374 00:16:26,942 --> 00:16:30,598 It was one night, Angus. 375 00:16:30,641 --> 00:16:33,166 I thought I could handle it on my own. 376 00:16:33,209 --> 00:16:35,255 When Dominic got sick, none of the other doctors 377 00:16:35,298 --> 00:16:37,474 would believe me that there's anything wrong with him. 378 00:16:37,518 --> 00:16:39,172 Well, I believe you. 379 00:16:39,215 --> 00:16:42,175 And I'm gonna take care of Dominic. 380 00:16:42,218 --> 00:16:43,437 [ Crying ] 381 00:16:43,480 --> 00:16:45,352 I promise. 382 00:16:45,395 --> 00:16:49,269 Thank you. [ Sniffles ] 383 00:16:49,312 --> 00:16:54,752 ♪♪ 384 00:16:54,796 --> 00:16:56,189 What's your full name? 385 00:16:56,232 --> 00:16:57,451 Madeline Mandel. 386 00:16:57,494 --> 00:16:59,670 Mm-hmm. And what year are we in? 387 00:16:59,714 --> 00:17:01,020 2018. 388 00:17:01,063 --> 00:17:02,673 And where are right now? 389 00:17:02,717 --> 00:17:04,893 Uh, Pamplona. Running with the bulls. 390 00:17:04,936 --> 00:17:07,504 -Where's your red scarf? -[ Chuckles ] 391 00:17:07,548 --> 00:17:10,594 I ask these questions to everyone who's suffered a head injury. 392 00:17:10,638 --> 00:17:14,337 I'm at Angels. Practically lived here four years ago. 393 00:17:14,381 --> 00:17:16,035 You think I wouldn't remember it? 394 00:17:16,078 --> 00:17:19,473 I also remember my home, where I'd much rather be. 395 00:17:19,516 --> 00:17:21,257 Mom, they're just being thorough. 396 00:17:21,301 --> 00:17:23,607 [ Sighs ] Did I pass the test? 397 00:17:23,651 --> 00:17:26,306 With flying colors. We'll be back. 398 00:17:26,349 --> 00:17:28,308 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 399 00:17:28,351 --> 00:17:32,094 What's going on? Dr. Willis has concerns about Madeline's competence. 400 00:17:32,138 --> 00:17:34,227 What? She has a traumatic brain injury. 401 00:17:34,270 --> 00:17:37,143 Nice try. She can make her own medical decisions. 402 00:17:37,186 --> 00:17:39,188 She's lying to her son about the cancer. 403 00:17:39,232 --> 00:17:41,799 As long as she's of sound mind, that is her call to make. 404 00:17:41,843 --> 00:17:43,105 But Jake would want to be there for her. 405 00:17:43,149 --> 00:17:45,107 Well... He'd want to help her, and she's gonna need it. 406 00:17:45,151 --> 00:17:48,893 She's not thinking rationally. Oh, no. She is. Not sure about you. 407 00:17:48,937 --> 00:17:51,896 Willis, HIPAA protects her privacy. 408 00:17:51,940 --> 00:17:53,202 She decides who she tells. 409 00:17:53,246 --> 00:17:55,813 She decides how she lives or how she dies. 410 00:17:55,857 --> 00:17:58,381 And no doctor can take that away, and they won't, 411 00:17:58,425 --> 00:18:00,862 not on my watch. 412 00:18:08,435 --> 00:18:09,740 Hey. 413 00:18:09,784 --> 00:18:13,701 I don't care that he's gay. I've heard the rumors. 414 00:18:13,744 --> 00:18:18,358 But my mom... 415 00:18:18,401 --> 00:18:20,273 it's gonna break her heart. 416 00:18:20,316 --> 00:18:24,146 My father wasn't a superstar. He was barely employed, 417 00:18:24,190 --> 00:18:27,280 but I caught him cheating on my mom. 418 00:18:27,323 --> 00:18:29,456 I was a little younger than you. 419 00:18:29,499 --> 00:18:33,895 He made me keep it a secret, and it tore me up. 420 00:18:33,938 --> 00:18:35,940 You never told her? 421 00:18:35,984 --> 00:18:37,290 Well, I didn't have to. 422 00:18:37,333 --> 00:18:40,075 I caught her with someone else, so... 423 00:18:40,119 --> 00:18:42,208 No point after that. 424 00:18:42,251 --> 00:18:45,515 You do have a point, though, right? 425 00:18:45,559 --> 00:18:49,171 Your parents' marriage isn't your responsibility. 426 00:18:49,215 --> 00:18:51,434 You can't take that burden on. 427 00:18:51,478 --> 00:18:54,220 Delia? 428 00:18:54,263 --> 00:18:55,264 Do I tell her or not? 429 00:18:57,048 --> 00:18:59,442 Hi, Mom. You okay? 430 00:18:59,486 --> 00:19:01,227 I'm tougher than I look. 431 00:19:03,490 --> 00:19:06,014 Your dad told me what you saw. 432 00:19:06,057 --> 00:19:08,495 It's not what you think. 433 00:19:14,501 --> 00:19:15,763 He's gay. 434 00:19:15,806 --> 00:19:18,374 I know. 435 00:19:18,418 --> 00:19:20,333 What? 436 00:19:20,376 --> 00:19:22,378 I think we should give them some privacy. 437 00:19:22,422 --> 00:19:24,119 I don't know if I should leave my patient alone. 438 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:26,165 Don't leave me with her. 439 00:19:26,208 --> 00:19:27,818 You were only 8. 440 00:19:27,862 --> 00:19:30,430 He met Andrew and fell in love. 441 00:19:30,473 --> 00:19:33,302 He'd been lying to himself for so long and then to me. 442 00:19:33,346 --> 00:19:35,870 He didn't wanna lie anymore. 443 00:19:35,913 --> 00:19:38,351 But he did. 444 00:19:38,394 --> 00:19:42,964 He kept lying to me, and then you did it, too. 445 00:19:43,007 --> 00:19:45,184 -Dr. Avila, we should... -What kind of a mother 446 00:19:45,227 --> 00:19:47,925 lies to her daughter for half her life? 447 00:19:47,969 --> 00:19:50,885 Get her away from me. 448 00:19:50,928 --> 00:19:53,670 Get her away from me before I scream. 449 00:19:53,714 --> 00:19:54,758 -Delia, please. -[ Crying ] 450 00:19:54,802 --> 00:19:57,718 [ Whispers ] Just go. 451 00:19:57,761 --> 00:19:59,763 Delia... 452 00:19:59,807 --> 00:20:02,940 [ Sobbing ] 453 00:20:02,984 --> 00:20:04,203 All right, ultrasound looks good. 454 00:20:04,246 --> 00:20:06,335 Yeah, everything looks good. 455 00:20:06,379 --> 00:20:08,816 Kid's fine. She's scamming you. 456 00:20:08,859 --> 00:20:10,339 We are not discussing this right now. 457 00:20:10,383 --> 00:20:11,819 You need to take a paternity test. 458 00:20:11,862 --> 00:20:13,429 Dominic? Dom! What did I just say? 459 00:20:13,473 --> 00:20:14,865 Help! He's not breathing. Angus! 460 00:20:16,650 --> 00:20:19,957 What's the matter, little buddy? Big breath. 461 00:20:20,001 --> 00:20:22,177 [ Exhales deeply ] 462 00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:24,092 -He's breathing just fine. -One more. 463 00:20:24,135 --> 00:20:26,747 He wasn't a second ago. Why does this keep happening? 464 00:20:26,790 --> 00:20:31,491 -There. Did you see that? -No. 465 00:20:31,534 --> 00:20:34,015 -What are you doing? -Checking his monitor history. 466 00:20:34,058 --> 00:20:37,061 [ Typing ] 467 00:20:38,541 --> 00:20:40,239 There. There it is. V-tach. 468 00:20:40,282 --> 00:20:42,545 It's only six beats, but it is there, 469 00:20:42,589 --> 00:20:43,981 right when she said he stopped breathing. Kids are squirmy, okay? 470 00:20:44,025 --> 00:20:47,811 Could be ectopy, could be... motion artifact. 471 00:20:47,855 --> 00:20:50,553 -He's got a growing heart. -Or maybe we missed something. 472 00:20:50,597 --> 00:20:52,163 I think we need to get a stress test. 473 00:20:52,207 --> 00:20:54,688 -Dude. -Are you gonna help me or not? 474 00:20:57,168 --> 00:20:59,170 -We made the wrong choice. -No, no, no. We did what 475 00:20:59,214 --> 00:21:01,085 we thought was best for Delia at the time. 476 00:21:01,129 --> 00:21:03,087 No, we did what youthought was best for youat the time. 477 00:21:03,131 --> 00:21:05,960 Guys, please, stop. It's not the time -- Andrew, shut the hell up. 478 00:21:06,003 --> 00:21:09,006 Okay, excuse me. We need to... I just destroyed the most important person 479 00:21:09,050 --> 00:21:10,791 in the world to me. -Please. 480 00:21:10,834 --> 00:21:12,445 We need to talk about his condition. 481 00:21:14,621 --> 00:21:17,972 You've developed Disseminated Intravascular Coagulation. 482 00:21:18,015 --> 00:21:21,671 It affects your ability to clot. 483 00:21:21,715 --> 00:21:23,804 Your body is starting to shut down. 484 00:21:23,847 --> 00:21:25,849 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 485 00:21:25,893 --> 00:21:27,808 So...what are you gonna do? 486 00:21:27,851 --> 00:21:29,288 Everything we possibly can. 487 00:21:30,854 --> 00:21:33,161 But our options are limited. 488 00:21:33,204 --> 00:21:36,295 There's nothing you can do, is there? 489 00:21:36,338 --> 00:21:39,254 Mr. Finn, we never give up here. 490 00:21:39,298 --> 00:21:49,308 ♪♪ 491 00:21:49,351 --> 00:21:54,095 ♪♪ 492 00:21:54,138 --> 00:21:56,184 [ Door closes ] 493 00:21:56,227 --> 00:22:02,277 ♪♪ 494 00:22:02,321 --> 00:22:04,540 What in God's name is wrong with you? 495 00:22:04,584 --> 00:22:06,020 I'm telling a story about this place, 496 00:22:06,063 --> 00:22:07,021 the good and the bad. 497 00:22:07,064 --> 00:22:08,501 And invading a patient's privacy? 498 00:22:08,544 --> 00:22:12,069 Drake's a fraud. We provide our patients with medical care here. 499 00:22:12,113 --> 00:22:15,551 -We don't judge them. -We judge 'em all the time. 500 00:22:15,595 --> 00:22:17,336 Go home. 501 00:22:17,379 --> 00:22:18,641 What? 502 00:22:18,685 --> 00:22:21,209 You've been here for months already, and we've all tried 503 00:22:21,252 --> 00:22:23,603 to teach you, but you are not getting it. 504 00:22:23,646 --> 00:22:24,952 Getting what? My movie's the truth. 505 00:22:24,995 --> 00:22:28,651 Your truth lacks humanity and compassion. 506 00:22:28,695 --> 00:22:30,479 And sadly, I fear, you do, too. 507 00:22:32,133 --> 00:22:34,875 Now get out of my sight. 508 00:22:34,918 --> 00:22:38,357 ♪♪ 509 00:22:52,327 --> 00:22:53,546 [ Water splashing ] 510 00:22:53,589 --> 00:22:55,417 Dr. Willis? 511 00:22:55,461 --> 00:22:59,595 Listen, I-I just can't thank you enough for helping my mom, 512 00:22:59,639 --> 00:23:01,162 for, you know, making her better. 513 00:23:01,205 --> 00:23:02,598 Oh, she's tough. [ Drying hands ] 514 00:23:02,642 --> 00:23:04,426 She did most of the work herself. 515 00:23:04,470 --> 00:23:07,690 Well, then, thank you for helping me. 516 00:23:07,734 --> 00:23:09,518 I was panicking for no reason. 517 00:23:09,562 --> 00:23:12,913 I'm just so glad she's gonna be okay. 518 00:23:12,956 --> 00:23:14,349 Thanks again, Doc. 519 00:23:16,569 --> 00:23:18,222 Anytime. 520 00:23:26,274 --> 00:23:29,712 [ Exhales slowly ] 521 00:23:29,756 --> 00:23:32,280 I'm supposed to be taking a test right now. 522 00:23:32,323 --> 00:23:33,455 What class? 523 00:23:35,501 --> 00:23:38,808 Psychology. [ Chuckles ] 524 00:23:38,852 --> 00:23:43,465 Delia, your father's very sick. 525 00:23:43,509 --> 00:23:45,162 I know. 526 00:23:45,206 --> 00:23:47,774 No, honey, he's sicker than you know. 527 00:23:47,817 --> 00:23:49,384 What are you talking about? 528 00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:52,866 You need to go see him. 529 00:23:52,909 --> 00:23:56,522 No, screw him. Screw Andrew. Screw my mom. 530 00:24:02,832 --> 00:24:06,401 I don't know what to do. 531 00:24:06,445 --> 00:24:09,056 Yeah, you do. 532 00:24:09,099 --> 00:24:11,101 Or you wouldn't still be here. 533 00:24:14,496 --> 00:24:16,063 Hey. 534 00:24:16,106 --> 00:24:17,064 [ Indistinct conversations ] 535 00:24:17,107 --> 00:24:19,066 How's Ariel? 536 00:24:19,109 --> 00:24:21,721 I think I screwed up. 537 00:24:21,764 --> 00:24:23,679 Not the first time. Won't be the last. 538 00:24:23,723 --> 00:24:25,899 [ Imitating Jesse ] "Oh, no. You didn't screw up, Leanne. 539 00:24:25,942 --> 00:24:28,075 You were just doing what you thought was right." 540 00:24:28,118 --> 00:24:29,859 That really what you want to hear? 541 00:24:29,903 --> 00:24:33,210 No. What I wanna hear 542 00:24:33,254 --> 00:24:35,212 is that the courts are granting me custody of Ariel. 543 00:24:35,256 --> 00:24:38,128 Nobody knows better than you that there are things outside 544 00:24:38,172 --> 00:24:39,216 of your control. 545 00:24:39,260 --> 00:24:41,349 And sometimes those things turn bad. 546 00:24:41,392 --> 00:24:43,786 You and Ariel have that in common. 547 00:24:43,830 --> 00:24:45,527 Yeah. She learned it too young. 548 00:24:45,571 --> 00:24:48,095 She doesn't expect things to go her way. 549 00:24:48,138 --> 00:24:50,489 Worse. She's sure they won't. 550 00:24:53,317 --> 00:24:54,623 -Ooh. -Feel that? 551 00:24:54,667 --> 00:24:55,798 Yeah. 552 00:24:55,842 --> 00:24:59,062 [ Indistinct conversations ] 553 00:24:59,106 --> 00:25:00,281 Jake leave? 554 00:25:00,324 --> 00:25:02,805 He went to pack. He'll be back. 555 00:25:02,849 --> 00:25:05,547 You really not gonna tell him? 556 00:25:05,591 --> 00:25:10,813 If he knew I was sick again, cancel his trip. 557 00:25:10,857 --> 00:25:16,036 Be just like last time. Jake put his life on hold. 558 00:25:16,079 --> 00:25:17,341 [ Scoffs ] Destroyed his marriage. 559 00:25:17,385 --> 00:25:20,040 Letting him do that again would be selfish. 560 00:25:20,083 --> 00:25:21,607 There are some people that would say that 561 00:25:21,650 --> 00:25:23,043 not letting him be with his mother 562 00:25:23,086 --> 00:25:24,566 when she might die is selfish. 563 00:25:24,610 --> 00:25:27,743 Some people. 564 00:25:27,787 --> 00:25:29,963 Do you get this involved with all your patients? 565 00:25:30,006 --> 00:25:32,792 -No. -So what is it about me exactly? 566 00:25:32,835 --> 00:25:36,622 When my mother was on her death bed, 567 00:25:36,665 --> 00:25:39,799 my father sent my brother to summer camp. 568 00:25:39,842 --> 00:25:42,236 And she was gone by the time he got home. 569 00:25:42,279 --> 00:25:44,630 He never got to say goodbye. 570 00:25:44,673 --> 00:25:49,025 And it ate at him his whole life. 571 00:25:49,069 --> 00:25:52,333 And I'll never forgive my father for doing that to him. 572 00:25:52,376 --> 00:25:56,380 I gave Jake life 31 years ago. 573 00:25:56,424 --> 00:26:00,776 I'm giving him life again today. 574 00:26:00,820 --> 00:26:03,083 That's my job as a parent. 575 00:26:03,126 --> 00:26:06,042 ♪♪ 576 00:26:06,086 --> 00:26:10,612 [ Door opens ] 577 00:26:10,656 --> 00:26:12,048 [ Clears throat ] 578 00:26:12,092 --> 00:26:14,181 Why'd you throw me under the bus? 579 00:26:14,224 --> 00:26:18,446 You told Ariel we sent you to talk to her. 580 00:26:18,489 --> 00:26:20,622 Because it's what you did? 581 00:26:20,666 --> 00:26:23,190 No, I asked you to help her out, 582 00:26:23,233 --> 00:26:26,846 not embarrass her. -Because she's my friend, right? 583 00:26:26,889 --> 00:26:29,805 Well, isn't telling the truth part of being a friend? 584 00:26:29,849 --> 00:26:32,765 Not always. Really? Because you've been pretty big on honesty before, 585 00:26:32,808 --> 00:26:34,984 unless you think lying's okay now. 586 00:26:35,028 --> 00:26:36,769 Emily, I... Or maybe you're saying that being a friend 587 00:26:36,812 --> 00:26:39,510 means being dishonest, which is a whole other bag of crazy. 588 00:26:39,554 --> 00:26:41,425 Okay, okay, okay. Enough. 589 00:26:41,469 --> 00:26:42,688 All right? 590 00:26:42,731 --> 00:26:44,167 You win. 591 00:26:44,211 --> 00:26:46,692 -Uh, I do? -You're a good person. 592 00:26:48,781 --> 00:26:50,783 Can I take a little credit for that? 593 00:26:50,826 --> 00:26:53,786 Yes, Dad. You can take all the credit. 594 00:26:58,486 --> 00:27:00,793 Hey. 595 00:27:00,836 --> 00:27:01,924 What are you doing out of bed? 596 00:27:01,968 --> 00:27:03,970 I had to get out of that room. 597 00:27:04,013 --> 00:27:06,102 We can move you to another room. 598 00:27:06,146 --> 00:27:08,061 [ Sighs ] I stayed married to a man 599 00:27:08,104 --> 00:27:11,630 who was in love with another man. 600 00:27:11,673 --> 00:27:13,370 [ Whispers ] What's wrong with me? 601 00:27:15,546 --> 00:27:17,548 I'm not qualified to comment. 602 00:27:18,941 --> 00:27:21,596 I've been living a lie. 603 00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:24,338 And worse, I've made my daughter live a lie. 604 00:27:26,035 --> 00:27:28,603 [ Sighs ] You have kids? 605 00:27:28,647 --> 00:27:30,170 One. 606 00:27:30,213 --> 00:27:32,476 Bet you're good at it. 607 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:35,349 Nobody's good at it. 608 00:27:35,392 --> 00:27:37,656 We just do the best we can. 609 00:27:37,699 --> 00:27:40,093 It's just so hard. You want them to look up to you 610 00:27:40,136 --> 00:27:43,574 and think you got it all together. 611 00:27:43,618 --> 00:27:46,839 -Mm-hmm. -You just want 'em to feel safe. 612 00:27:46,882 --> 00:27:48,797 Someone I admire once said to me, 613 00:27:48,841 --> 00:27:52,845 our only job is to love them 614 00:27:52,888 --> 00:27:55,674 and to make sure they know it every day. 615 00:27:55,717 --> 00:28:02,768 ♪♪ 616 00:28:04,160 --> 00:28:05,988 I know it seems like baby boot camp, 617 00:28:06,032 --> 00:28:08,208 but we're looking for changes in his heart rhythm 618 00:28:08,251 --> 00:28:12,255 based on stress. -Angus, I trust you. 619 00:28:14,867 --> 00:28:17,043 I didn't... 620 00:28:17,086 --> 00:28:19,785 I didn't do it on purpose. 621 00:28:19,828 --> 00:28:22,135 [ Sniffles ] Yvonne, I would never suggest... 622 00:28:22,178 --> 00:28:25,878 But...I don't regret it. 623 00:28:25,921 --> 00:28:28,750 Not for a minute. 624 00:28:30,796 --> 00:28:32,493 He wakes me up every morning 625 00:28:32,536 --> 00:28:35,409 with this delicious, giant smile on his face. 626 00:28:35,452 --> 00:28:38,673 He loves me so completely. 627 00:28:38,717 --> 00:28:41,807 Dom's the best thing ever happened to me. 628 00:28:43,243 --> 00:28:44,810 [ Monitor beeping ] 629 00:28:44,853 --> 00:28:46,246 There it is. 630 00:28:46,289 --> 00:28:47,638 CPVT. 631 00:28:47,682 --> 00:28:48,814 Is that bad? 632 00:28:48,857 --> 00:28:50,380 It's a genetic condition. 633 00:28:50,424 --> 00:28:51,730 But the important thing is 634 00:28:51,773 --> 00:28:53,470 that we caught it early, thanks to you. 635 00:28:53,514 --> 00:28:55,603 So is he gonna be okay? 636 00:28:55,646 --> 00:28:57,083 Dominic will need life-long medication, 637 00:28:57,126 --> 00:29:00,347 and we'll need to implant a defibrillator. 638 00:29:02,218 --> 00:29:06,396 Hey. Hey, he's gonna be okay. All right? 639 00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:09,835 -Oh. -[ Exhales deeply ] 640 00:29:13,099 --> 00:29:14,840 Can I get you anything? 641 00:29:14,883 --> 00:29:17,451 Oh, you're very sweet, but no. 642 00:29:21,411 --> 00:29:24,980 -You understand why I'm -- -No, no, I don't need to. 643 00:29:25,024 --> 00:29:27,809 Personally, I admire what you're doing. 644 00:29:27,853 --> 00:29:29,811 Oh. 645 00:29:29,855 --> 00:29:32,422 [ Monitor beeping erratically ] Madeline? 646 00:29:32,466 --> 00:29:35,338 Mad-- Dr. Willis! Dr. Willis! 647 00:29:35,382 --> 00:29:38,037 Okay. Come on, guys. Let's go. 648 00:29:42,955 --> 00:29:45,914 Have you seen Delia? 649 00:29:45,958 --> 00:29:49,004 [ Sighs ] Just tell me, is she okay? 650 00:29:49,048 --> 00:29:50,005 I don't know. 651 00:29:50,049 --> 00:29:54,880 There's no such thing as a gay action hero. 652 00:29:54,923 --> 00:29:57,665 What was I supposed to do? Tell the truth? Yes. 653 00:29:57,708 --> 00:29:59,406 Hey, do you know who you're talking to? 654 00:29:59,449 --> 00:30:02,713 No. I wanna hear what she has to say. 655 00:30:04,237 --> 00:30:08,067 Go ahead. Say it. 656 00:30:08,110 --> 00:30:11,157 Forget that I'm Drake Finn. I want the truth. 657 00:30:13,289 --> 00:30:16,249 Delia woke up this morning with a family, 658 00:30:16,292 --> 00:30:18,817 only to find out that you three are a family, 659 00:30:18,860 --> 00:30:21,907 and she's on the outside, looking in. 660 00:30:21,950 --> 00:30:24,387 [ Sighs ] 661 00:30:28,696 --> 00:30:30,045 You're right. 662 00:30:30,089 --> 00:30:33,005 She's right. 663 00:30:33,048 --> 00:30:35,877 I wanted to have it all. 664 00:30:35,921 --> 00:30:37,923 But the truth is, I'd give it all back right now 665 00:30:37,966 --> 00:30:39,576 to make this better. 666 00:30:42,057 --> 00:30:44,930 All of it? 667 00:30:44,973 --> 00:30:50,152 [ Sighs ] Maybe I'd keep the house in Maui. 668 00:30:50,196 --> 00:30:51,023 -[ Exhales deeply ] -[ Chuckles ] 669 00:30:51,066 --> 00:30:52,981 Will you come here, please? 670 00:30:53,025 --> 00:31:01,381 ♪♪ 671 00:31:01,424 --> 00:31:05,341 Listen, I don't know what I can do 672 00:31:05,385 --> 00:31:07,169 to make this up to you. 673 00:31:07,213 --> 00:31:12,087 But I will spend every single day just thinking of ways. 674 00:31:12,131 --> 00:31:14,960 Are you really my father? 675 00:31:15,003 --> 00:31:17,136 Oh, don't. 676 00:31:17,179 --> 00:31:19,094 Well, how would I know? 677 00:31:19,138 --> 00:31:21,140 Oh... 678 00:31:21,183 --> 00:31:22,489 'Cause you look like me? 679 00:31:22,532 --> 00:31:24,534 I look like Mom. 680 00:31:24,578 --> 00:31:26,058 Ah, but the beautiful smile. [ Chuckles ] 681 00:31:26,101 --> 00:31:29,496 That's all me. 682 00:31:29,539 --> 00:31:31,367 You're such a narcissist. 683 00:31:31,411 --> 00:31:34,022 But a charming one. [ Chuckles ] 684 00:31:34,066 --> 00:31:36,024 -Come here. -I love you. 685 00:31:36,068 --> 00:31:38,200 Oh. 686 00:31:38,244 --> 00:31:39,723 [ Monitor beeping erratically ] 687 00:31:39,767 --> 00:31:41,116 Dad? 688 00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:42,683 -Drake? Drake? -Do something. 689 00:31:42,726 --> 00:31:44,598 -Hold on, hold on. -Drake? What's happening? Drake! 690 00:31:44,641 --> 00:31:47,949 -Oh! -I need some help in here! 691 00:31:55,130 --> 00:31:56,958 Mom! Dr. Willis, what happened? 692 00:31:57,002 --> 00:32:00,179 She just started seizing again. Why? You said that she was fine. 693 00:32:00,222 --> 00:32:02,181 I did not say she was fine. 694 00:32:02,224 --> 00:32:04,226 For her, it's important to stay calm. 695 00:32:04,270 --> 00:32:06,663 -Jesse, we have to paralyze her. -Wait. What? 696 00:32:06,707 --> 00:32:08,752 -Okay. -Incoming! --Rox, what happened? 697 00:32:08,796 --> 00:32:11,233 He lost consciousness and started vomiting blood. 698 00:32:11,277 --> 00:32:12,626 I got him here as fast as I could. 699 00:32:12,669 --> 00:32:13,975 Okay, we've already maxed out his dopamine. 700 00:32:14,019 --> 00:32:15,411 Let's start him on a Levophed drip. 701 00:32:15,455 --> 00:32:19,111 Okay, Jesse. Hey, she is not gonna die tonight. 702 00:32:19,154 --> 00:32:21,591 -Go set up an EVD. -She maxed out on Dilantin? 703 00:32:21,635 --> 00:32:23,680 How much steroids did she take? 704 00:32:23,724 --> 00:32:26,466 The anti-seizure meds didn't work, and the steroids failed. 705 00:32:26,509 --> 00:32:31,123 What the hell are you doing? Is -- is her cancer back? 706 00:32:32,733 --> 00:32:34,996 They're inserting the intercranial drain 707 00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:36,606 to remove excess fluid. 708 00:32:36,650 --> 00:32:39,566 Wait, what -- what...Wait, wait, I-I don't understand. It... 709 00:32:39,609 --> 00:32:41,611 -The Levophed isn't working. -It takes time. 710 00:32:41,655 --> 00:32:44,136 -What else can we do? -Uh... 711 00:32:44,179 --> 00:32:46,268 Okay, get me 2 units of PRBCs. 712 00:32:46,312 --> 00:32:48,879 Risa, I need more FFPs and platelets. 713 00:32:48,923 --> 00:32:50,185 [ Sputtering ] 714 00:32:50,229 --> 00:32:51,447 He is not protecting his airways. 715 00:32:51,491 --> 00:32:53,101 Give me 120 sux and 20 etomidate. 716 00:32:53,145 --> 00:32:55,103 Rox, you intubate. 717 00:32:55,147 --> 00:32:58,454 -Answer me. Is her cancer back? -Jake, listen to me. 718 00:32:58,498 --> 00:33:01,022 Your mom was having refractory seizures from the fall -- 719 00:33:01,066 --> 00:33:04,243 common in severe concussions. -Dr. Willis, is that true? 720 00:33:04,286 --> 00:33:06,071 This drain's gonna relieve the pressure... [ Whirring ] 721 00:33:06,114 --> 00:33:09,117 ...but you need to know that she -- Dr. Willis. 722 00:33:09,161 --> 00:33:12,338 ♪♪ 723 00:33:12,381 --> 00:33:15,254 -It's working. -Good. 724 00:33:15,297 --> 00:33:16,995 All right, she's gonna need a CT to confirm the placement. 725 00:33:17,038 --> 00:33:19,345 -Let's get her up there. -Let's bring her up, Jesse. 726 00:33:19,388 --> 00:33:22,174 Here we go. Come on, guys. Let's move her out. Let's go. 727 00:33:22,217 --> 00:33:26,482 -What now? -BP is holding. Now we wait. 728 00:33:26,526 --> 00:33:29,746 Dr. Willis, as of right now, 729 00:33:29,790 --> 00:33:31,748 Madeline Mandel is no longer your patient. 730 00:33:31,792 --> 00:33:33,402 Wait a minute. I don't work for you. 731 00:33:33,446 --> 00:33:35,970 No, for me? No, no, you don't. But you do work in this ER, 732 00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:38,103 and I run this ER. 733 00:33:38,146 --> 00:33:41,367 So I get to decide who sees what patients. 734 00:33:41,410 --> 00:33:45,240 You are no longer in charge of her care. 735 00:33:45,284 --> 00:33:47,721 ♪♪ 736 00:33:47,764 --> 00:33:50,028 Excuse me. 737 00:33:50,071 --> 00:33:53,379 They gave him the internal defibrillator. 738 00:33:53,422 --> 00:33:57,165 He's gonna be all right. Good. Now you can deal with the paternity issues. 739 00:33:57,209 --> 00:33:58,384 I am dealing with them. 740 00:33:58,427 --> 00:34:01,213 You're a doctor. She's a stripper. 741 00:34:01,256 --> 00:34:04,651 Yeah. It took me a minute, 742 00:34:04,694 --> 00:34:06,957 but I remember when she hit on you. 743 00:34:07,001 --> 00:34:08,959 And every detail of that night 744 00:34:09,003 --> 00:34:11,179 since you told me again and again -- Okay, okay. 745 00:34:11,223 --> 00:34:13,138 [ Whispers ] Would you keep your voice down, please? 746 00:34:13,181 --> 00:34:15,357 [ Sighs ] She wants money. 747 00:34:15,401 --> 00:34:16,793 I don't make any money. 748 00:34:16,837 --> 00:34:18,230 -You're the perfect mark. -Why? 'Cause I'm stupid? 749 00:34:18,273 --> 00:34:21,842 No, 'cause you're too damn nice and trusting. 750 00:34:24,366 --> 00:34:28,109 Here's the thing. I'm not ready to be a dad. 751 00:34:30,285 --> 00:34:34,376 Having a kid right now would blow up my entire life, 752 00:34:34,420 --> 00:34:37,292 but if Dominic is... 753 00:34:37,336 --> 00:34:40,382 my son... 754 00:34:40,426 --> 00:34:44,473 then I will do the right thing. 755 00:34:44,517 --> 00:34:47,346 [ Inhales deeply ] 756 00:34:51,350 --> 00:34:55,093 -You are looking much better. -I'm a fighter. 757 00:34:55,136 --> 00:34:56,746 So am I. 758 00:34:56,790 --> 00:34:58,313 Thank you for not giving up. 759 00:34:58,357 --> 00:35:01,360 I told you, we never give up here. 760 00:35:03,362 --> 00:35:07,148 So how much longer do we have to watch this? 761 00:35:07,192 --> 00:35:09,716 Can't disappoint the adoring fans. 762 00:35:09,759 --> 00:35:12,240 You're alive. Isn't that enough? 763 00:35:12,284 --> 00:35:13,676 They can ever get enough. 764 00:35:13,720 --> 00:35:17,941 Neither can he. 765 00:35:17,985 --> 00:35:23,077 ♪♪ 766 00:35:23,121 --> 00:35:26,167 Delia... 767 00:35:26,211 --> 00:35:28,082 I love you. 768 00:35:28,126 --> 00:35:30,563 I love you, too, Mom. 769 00:35:32,956 --> 00:35:35,394 But I'm still mad. 770 00:35:35,437 --> 00:35:42,575 ♪♪ 771 00:35:42,618 --> 00:35:46,405 The house in Maui would make a nice apology gift. 772 00:35:46,448 --> 00:35:52,498 ♪♪ 773 00:35:52,541 --> 00:35:55,153 [ Siren wailing ] 774 00:35:55,196 --> 00:35:57,155 [ Sighs ] 775 00:36:00,158 --> 00:36:01,898 Why are you acting like this? 776 00:36:04,162 --> 00:36:06,251 I'm just trying to be your friend. 777 00:36:06,294 --> 00:36:09,341 -You're in pain and I care -- -I'm not in pain. 778 00:36:09,384 --> 00:36:14,259 And nobody asked you to care. 779 00:36:14,302 --> 00:36:17,000 Okay. 780 00:36:17,044 --> 00:36:18,698 You know what? 781 00:36:18,741 --> 00:36:21,222 You can try and fix your life through your patients, 782 00:36:21,266 --> 00:36:24,443 you can push me away, you can push everyone away, 783 00:36:24,486 --> 00:36:26,445 then the only one you'll have left to torture is you. 784 00:36:26,488 --> 00:36:29,099 Have fun. 785 00:36:29,143 --> 00:36:31,319 I don't know who you think you are, but you're not my wife. 786 00:36:33,539 --> 00:36:35,976 You're not my girlfriend. You're not my shrink. 787 00:36:36,019 --> 00:36:39,936 No. I'm just a person riding on the rig with you... 788 00:36:39,980 --> 00:36:43,375 until today, 'cause now...I'm done. 789 00:36:43,418 --> 00:36:49,555 ♪♪ 790 00:36:49,598 --> 00:36:51,992 You 9-1-1 paged us to the break room? 791 00:36:52,035 --> 00:36:54,255 You know, you're not even supposed to be here. 792 00:36:54,299 --> 00:36:56,475 You wanna tell me what was so important? 793 00:36:56,518 --> 00:36:58,694 What...what's going on? 794 00:37:01,393 --> 00:37:03,308 I wanted to see you. 795 00:37:03,351 --> 00:37:08,400 ♪♪ 796 00:37:08,443 --> 00:37:12,230 They told me that I shouldn't apologize, but I am so sorry. 797 00:37:12,273 --> 00:37:14,319 I mean, I just -- I wish that I could go back and -- 798 00:37:14,362 --> 00:37:16,625 I'm dropping the case. 799 00:37:19,280 --> 00:37:22,631 -You what? -Javi was so stubborn. 800 00:37:22,675 --> 00:37:24,981 If he refused to do something, 801 00:37:25,025 --> 00:37:27,810 it was impossible to change his mind. 802 00:37:27,854 --> 00:37:29,682 I saw how you tried to help him. 803 00:37:29,725 --> 00:37:32,554 I also saw how hard you took it when he died. 804 00:37:32,598 --> 00:37:36,645 How? How could you see that? 805 00:37:36,689 --> 00:37:39,213 He showed me. 806 00:37:39,257 --> 00:37:44,392 ♪♪ 807 00:37:44,436 --> 00:37:46,612 I can't get Javi back. 808 00:37:46,655 --> 00:37:49,441 I just needed to know that someone tried their best 809 00:37:49,484 --> 00:37:53,140 to save him. 810 00:37:53,183 --> 00:37:54,620 And you did. 811 00:37:56,796 --> 00:37:59,755 Take care of yourself. 812 00:37:59,799 --> 00:38:02,454 ♪♪ 813 00:38:02,497 --> 00:38:05,587 -[ Sighs ] -What did you show her? 814 00:38:05,631 --> 00:38:08,938 ♪♪ 815 00:38:08,982 --> 00:38:11,593 ...get you up to radiology now. 816 00:38:11,637 --> 00:38:14,683 I'm not going anywhere until that little girl's okay. 817 00:38:14,727 --> 00:38:18,644 Take me to the OR. I have to get a CT of your head, okay? I need to. 818 00:38:18,687 --> 00:38:20,733 This isn't a discussion. You got me? 819 00:38:20,776 --> 00:38:22,517 I'll be damned. 820 00:38:22,561 --> 00:38:25,346 Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hey, we need Ativan now. Now! 821 00:38:25,390 --> 00:38:27,566 What's happening? He's seizing. What does it look like? 822 00:38:27,609 --> 00:38:31,613 -I didn't even know I had it. -Diego... 823 00:38:31,657 --> 00:38:37,271 ♪♪ 824 00:38:37,315 --> 00:38:38,577 I just wanna tell her that I'm sorry. 825 00:38:38,620 --> 00:38:41,493 No, no, no, no, no. No way, man. No can do. 826 00:38:41,536 --> 00:38:43,059 He's right. You can't admit... 827 00:38:43,103 --> 00:38:46,367 Diego...thank you. 828 00:38:46,411 --> 00:38:48,413 Yeah, man. 829 00:38:48,456 --> 00:38:54,070 ♪♪ 830 00:38:54,114 --> 00:38:57,117 You know, um... [ Clears throat ] 831 00:38:57,160 --> 00:38:58,988 Back in grade school, my teachers used to tell me 832 00:38:59,032 --> 00:39:01,469 that I was smart, but I didn't apply myself. 833 00:39:01,513 --> 00:39:03,123 Mm. 834 00:39:03,166 --> 00:39:04,646 And that's what you're trying to tell me, right? 835 00:39:04,690 --> 00:39:06,256 I need to apply myself? 836 00:39:06,300 --> 00:39:08,737 No. I'm trying to tell you that you're arrogant, 837 00:39:08,781 --> 00:39:11,653 insubordinate, and entitled. 838 00:39:11,697 --> 00:39:15,396 But...I got potential, right? 839 00:39:15,440 --> 00:39:18,965 See you tomorrow, Doctor. 840 00:39:20,706 --> 00:39:23,404 All right. 841 00:39:23,448 --> 00:39:25,624 [ Door opens ] 842 00:39:25,667 --> 00:39:27,582 Hi. 843 00:39:34,502 --> 00:39:36,243 Can we talk? 844 00:39:36,286 --> 00:39:38,680 -So you can lie to me? -I've never lied to you, Ariel. 845 00:39:38,724 --> 00:39:41,640 I always told you that Max is -- Not about Max. About us. 846 00:39:41,683 --> 00:39:44,817 Oh. I don't know what you're talking about. 847 00:39:46,688 --> 00:39:48,864 You said this was home. 848 00:39:48,908 --> 00:39:52,433 You said that I'd always be home with you. 849 00:39:52,477 --> 00:39:54,304 But now they're gonna take me away again. 850 00:39:54,348 --> 00:39:55,915 Not if I can help it. [ Sets cup down ] 851 00:39:55,958 --> 00:39:58,439 Can you promise that? Can you guarantee it? 852 00:39:58,483 --> 00:40:01,660 Ariel, you remember when we first met? 853 00:40:01,703 --> 00:40:03,662 Right after your father's accident. 854 00:40:03,705 --> 00:40:06,534 I asked you if you wanted it straight 855 00:40:06,578 --> 00:40:07,927 or if you wanted doctor talk. 856 00:40:07,970 --> 00:40:10,277 -I just want the truth. -Okay, well, the truth is, 857 00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:14,281 I don't have all the answers yet. 858 00:40:14,324 --> 00:40:16,718 It is very complicated. 859 00:40:16,762 --> 00:40:18,764 It's always complicated. 860 00:40:18,807 --> 00:40:22,507 My mom died, my dad died, 861 00:40:22,550 --> 00:40:23,986 and then my aunt kicked me out. 862 00:40:24,030 --> 00:40:28,077 And then, Max died. 863 00:40:28,121 --> 00:40:30,776 When is it not gonna be complicated? 864 00:40:32,386 --> 00:40:34,214 I love you. 865 00:40:35,563 --> 00:40:37,478 That's not complicated. 866 00:40:37,522 --> 00:40:40,612 But it's not enough. 867 00:40:40,655 --> 00:40:43,484 Because you're gonna be taken from me, too. 868 00:40:43,528 --> 00:40:49,490 ♪♪ 869 00:40:49,534 --> 00:40:51,057 How we doing? 870 00:40:51,100 --> 00:40:52,754 You're not supposed to be here. 871 00:40:52,798 --> 00:40:56,236 I didn't come as a doctor. I came to apologize. 872 00:41:03,591 --> 00:41:05,637 So Jake's gone? 873 00:41:05,680 --> 00:41:09,075 Took me a few hours to convince him, but yeah. 874 00:41:09,118 --> 00:41:12,339 He's finally gonna go live his life. 875 00:41:12,382 --> 00:41:15,951 You know, Freud says that we cast people in our lives 876 00:41:15,995 --> 00:41:19,172 to fix the things that we couldn't get right before. 877 00:41:19,215 --> 00:41:23,829 [ Chuckles ] He's no dummy. Freud. 878 00:41:23,872 --> 00:41:27,963 You know, maybe... 879 00:41:28,007 --> 00:41:31,401 your father knew your brother wasn't strong enough. 880 00:41:31,445 --> 00:41:33,099 What do you mean? 881 00:41:33,142 --> 00:41:37,625 Maybe he sent him away because he knew that... 882 00:41:37,669 --> 00:41:39,932 [ Sighs ] unlike you... 883 00:41:39,975 --> 00:41:41,934 [ Chuckles ] 884 00:41:41,977 --> 00:41:45,067 he wouldn't have been able to handle it. 885 00:41:45,111 --> 00:41:49,898 No. Your father wasn't trying to destroy your brother. 886 00:41:49,942 --> 00:41:54,424 He was... trying to protect him. 887 00:41:54,468 --> 00:42:00,605 ♪♪ 888 00:42:00,648 --> 00:42:04,391 -May I? -Oh, yeah. Be my guest. 889 00:42:04,434 --> 00:42:06,785 ♪♪ 890 00:42:06,828 --> 00:42:11,964 "My Long Ride Home. Chapter One." 891 00:42:12,007 --> 00:42:13,748 "This morning, like every morning, 892 00:42:13,792 --> 00:42:17,839 began with a promise she made to herself." 893 00:42:17,883 --> 00:42:26,587 ♪♪ 894 00:42:26,631 --> 00:42:31,505 "Keeping it had always proved impossible until today." 895 00:42:31,549 --> 00:42:37,467 ♪♪ 896 00:42:49,915 --> 00:42:51,917 ♪♪